Bring me back the boy whom i liked!

I love you no doubt about that but whats in doubt is that should i be loving u!
I know there is nothing like "should i be loving you " but still if you were in my situation this sentence would seem totally sane!!

You know when i first met you i was surprised that any guy could ever be so nice and caring.
So wonderful. just the thought of you gave me butterflies......... :)


And then it happened . I fell in love with you.
(this part is a bit dramatic :P )
I dreamt about you,
You were the first thought in the early morning.
When i looked at you could feel myself grinning,
And when you smiled i felt all the warmth in the world.....

You were this wonderful and perfect boy any girl could ever have.
You never let any thing or anyone ever hurt me.
You treated me like your princess!! <3

(the ugly truth begins)
But then something happened to you..
I was no more your Princess,
You seemed more concerned about what others think than me.
And slowly everything we had built begin to fall.
Brick by brick it fell, and soon everything you had said seemed like a lie.

Every part of your speech seemed fake.
And your smile no more brought me that warmth!
You had changed yourself or atleast put on a fake face.
I was so surprised to see you this way.


Before you never lied and you made your living through fibbing to people.
And the worst part is that you think this makes you cool.
I wonder how this happened every single day.


You no more even cared what happens to me,
You made new friends and forgot me,
At times you act like you care but my heart asks me "what is the guarantee he's no faking it now?".

Again i tell you there is no doubt that i love you but the question is should i love you!!